If Manifestation works, why doesnt everything manifest? Why am I not creating the change I want to see in my life? I long believed manifestation to be as simple as I want, therefore I should get. However the Universe doesn't work this way...The Soul operates on a very different level to what the mind (ego) desires. The Soul desires something else...
How do we heal our unconscious mind? Is it possible to become aware of our unconscious mind and the unconscious manifestation?
Is it for our benefit to maintain the unconscious unknown? At times when I’m praying or mediating or simple appreciating my life and appreciating nature I feel a pain in my heart. I have no idea why. I start to cry many times and in a conscious level I really can’t understand why. Right now writing about it is making me cry. I think I feel bad for myself even though I’m so grateful for my existence and all my experiences. I have no clue why this powerful emotion takes over sometimes when I’m connecting .
I’m going through a tremendous amount of discovery now. My main goal with this all is to be able to be the best human version of myself I can be (meaning being the most loving, joyful, caring, patient, sweet, kind to every single living thing on earth including myself).
I don’t know if all this discovery is actually leading me to that. Sometimes I wonder if I would be able to be a better human if I was more ignorant spiritually … I don’t know.
At times when I stop to reflect I get so tired. Actually I’ve been feeling extra tired lately. I feel very connected but I don’t think this is actually making me a better human. I am becoming somewhat a bit intolerant to human traits specially mine . It’s a crazy feeling. Am I crazy?
Oh Vaz, what have I done? I’m saying this jokingly (kind of).
I feel like my spiritual awareness is not necessarily making me a better human at this point and I wonder if it’s normal to feel this way.
Thanks so much Carol and for these powerful insights.
I feel all healing modalities are in a way healing the unconscious mind. This could be prayer, affirmations, energy healing, personal development etc. Anything that makes the unconscious - conscious. I am not sure the purpose would be to be fully aware of the unconscious mind, unless we wish to be enlightened of course, yet to be conscious as our primary driver changes everything. Here we can consciously change the way we perceive and experience life. Essentially we are in charge of our happiness. Yes this is what I feel too, that it is all in our benefit, with the unconscious being unknown, we have the space to grow through the contrast.
I think it’s wonderful you’re experiencing so much transformation and discovery during this time, and also allowing the emotions to be felt. I find when we are consciously receptive, we open the door and allow so much more awakening to take place, here often we may not know what is even healing.
I also think it’s healthy to ask questions about whether life would be better being spiritually ignorant, whether we are actually happier on the path etc.. I have pondered questions like these many times! It helps us keep grounded and to keep asking more questions. Whilst also balancing questioning with surrendering and being…t’s a dance for sure! One I don’t believe we can do “wrong”. This awakening journey is akin to a spiral and so I find we will return to ask questions in different ways, yet keep moving up at the same time. Thank you for all these beautiful rich explorations, love them! Blessings, Vaz
I absolute love this. I love this. Thank you Vaz.
A few questions:
How do we heal our unconscious mind? Is it possible to become aware of our unconscious mind and the unconscious manifestation?
Is it for our benefit to maintain the unconscious unknown? At times when I’m praying or mediating or simple appreciating my life and appreciating nature I feel a pain in my heart. I have no idea why. I start to cry many times and in a conscious level I really can’t understand why. Right now writing about it is making me cry. I think I feel bad for myself even though I’m so grateful for my existence and all my experiences. I have no clue why this powerful emotion takes over sometimes when I’m connecting .
I’m going through a tremendous amount of discovery now. My main goal with this all is to be able to be the best human version of myself I can be (meaning being the most loving, joyful, caring, patient, sweet, kind to every single living thing on earth including myself).
I don’t know if all this discovery is actually leading me to that. Sometimes I wonder if I would be able to be a better human if I was more ignorant spiritually … I don’t know.
At times when I stop to reflect I get so tired. Actually I’ve been feeling extra tired lately. I feel very connected but I don’t think this is actually making me a better human. I am becoming somewhat a bit intolerant to human traits specially mine . It’s a crazy feeling. Am I crazy?
Oh Vaz, what have I done? I’m saying this jokingly (kind of).
I feel like my spiritual awareness is not necessarily making me a better human at this point and I wonder if it’s normal to feel this way.
Love always
Carol
Thanks so much Carol and for these powerful insights.
I feel all healing modalities are in a way healing the unconscious mind. This could be prayer, affirmations, energy healing, personal development etc. Anything that makes the unconscious - conscious. I am not sure the purpose would be to be fully aware of the unconscious mind, unless we wish to be enlightened of course, yet to be conscious as our primary driver changes everything. Here we can consciously change the way we perceive and experience life. Essentially we are in charge of our happiness. Yes this is what I feel too, that it is all in our benefit, with the unconscious being unknown, we have the space to grow through the contrast.
I think it’s wonderful you’re experiencing so much transformation and discovery during this time, and also allowing the emotions to be felt. I find when we are consciously receptive, we open the door and allow so much more awakening to take place, here often we may not know what is even healing.
I also think it’s healthy to ask questions about whether life would be better being spiritually ignorant, whether we are actually happier on the path etc.. I have pondered questions like these many times! It helps us keep grounded and to keep asking more questions. Whilst also balancing questioning with surrendering and being…t’s a dance for sure! One I don’t believe we can do “wrong”. This awakening journey is akin to a spiral and so I find we will return to ask questions in different ways, yet keep moving up at the same time. Thank you for all these beautiful rich explorations, love them! Blessings, Vaz